SONG TO GO WITH FEELINGS

This song is really how i feel at the moment. I like a guy that won't even talk to me. No infatuated is a more appropriate word.

"Faint - Linkin Park"

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

[Chorus]
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus]
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

(No)
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

[Chorus]
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

YO

it's been a while again...i know get over it...but this is mpre for me than u silly! lol
RAWR
i've really got nothing so say...i'll probably not be on until next year lol...BTW
WELCOME TO 2010
:)

:)

hey I'm bored as and i should probably go to bed...cause it's 11:08pm :)

Just gonna say that i think Sam is a very good gym coach...i had to get a new one...because Nikki got a new job.

I'm really liking Sam, cos she's tough on strength but loads of fun and we have a good laugh, whilst doing some training

<3>

I hope she's with us for a long time
It be beneficial and fun as!

xoxo

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES!

OMFG! i'm loving this new series on GO!

it's sooo good! normally you would hate the main girl because she's so perfect and everything your not...but i really like Elena, she's cool and really pretty (jealous)

And far out Damon is soooo hot! he's like Zac Efron only dark and twisted. and very humorous and cocky <3> DAMON SALVATORE

See? hot! lol :(______________),,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, <- drooling mouth

• Damon: That’s for me to know and you to dot dot dot

• Vicki: I know you.
  Damon: Well, that's unfortunate.

• Damon: I'm Damon, Stefan's brother.
  Elena: He didn't tell me he had a brother.
  Damon: Well, Stefan isn't one to brag.

• Stefan: Wherever you go, people die.
  Damon: That's a given.

• Stefan: Stay away from Elena.
  Damon: I take that as an invitation.

• Damon: What's so special about this Bella girl? Edward's so whipped!
  Caroline: You've gotta read the first book first. It won't make sense if you don't.
  Damon: I miss Anne Rice. She was so on it.

LOL luvvvv Damon!

HEY HEY IT'S HOLIDAYS

ahhhh... sweet sweet holidays!
wanna know how i spent them?!?! no? well i'm gonna tell u anyway so deal with it! lol
FRIDAY NIGHT: nothing...and it was good!
SATURDAY: nothing...yay
SUNDAY: went to supre with megz to buy tops for gym!
MONDAY: cleaned my room and other cleaning related things
TUESDAY: went to the city and movies with janelle, moretta and martin
WEDNESDAY: royal show with my bestie sarah! and Hannah matthews! xx
THURSDAY: i went to sizzlers with my gym buddies dim, megz and leanne and then we went to gallaz so i could play with the toys at toys-r-us
FRIDAY: jacinta slept over because we wanted to have a merlin marathon...but most of the time we watched viva la bam
SATURDAY: MOSCOW CIRCUS BITCHES! it was the best ever!
SUNDAY: babysat jasmine :)



so that was my first week of school holidays..one more to go!

YES/NO GAME :)

Still like someone you shouldn't? perhaps

Kissed someone on your email list? no...yuck

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes...i think lol

Been arrested? no...haha

Kissed someone you didn't like? no

Kissed a picture? yes when i was like 8 lol

Slept in until 5 PM? yes...loved it :D

Fallin asleep at work/school? yes...in sick bay!

Held a snake? yes...twice

Been suspended from school? no...don't plan to

Been fired from a job? no...haven't had a job

Sang karaoke? yes...i have a karaoke machine!

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes...like everyday i have no self restraint

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes...hurts when it's fizzy

Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
Kissed in the rain? no

Sat on a rooftop? yes

Been pushed in a pool with all you clothes on? no

Shaved your head? no

Played a prank on someone? yes

Felt like killing someone? yes

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? hopefully

Had a pet rock? no...nobody's that gay

Been in a band? no...sadly i suck too much lol

Tripped on mushrooms? no...haha

Eaten Crocodile meat? no...that's....gross

Eaten cheesecake? yeah it's yummy

Think about the future? yeah...

Believe in love? progressively going downhill

Be in love with more than one person at the same time? no haven't been in love so =P

Cheated on some one? no...never will

Gone out with someone u didnt love? again...haven't loved

Have something embarrasing in your room? how about my whole room :)

had an imginary friend? no

Ever talked to your self? (its the first sign of madness): everyday :)

Ever talked back (second sign)? not yet...

Ever argued with yourself (third sign) ? kinda...ish

Ever felt like the world is againist you? no...but life sucks

Ever spent over $100 on clothes in one hit? yes...not me personally but mum bought me clothes
Hated someone u pretend to like? no

Ever played with dolls? yep

Have u ever played with barbie dolls? i have like 20 :) (don't play with them now though)

Have u ever cried to make someone feel bad? i tried

slapped someone? haha i spazzed out on kiana today and fully smashed her (with slaps)
Ever punched someone? playfully

Lied to someone about someone else? perhaps

Have u watched a movie just to watch your favorite actor/actress? yep

Seen someone vomit? yes...made me vomit :)

Thrown a brick at someone before? no but i put one in the middle of the road and watched a car drive over it lololololol

Watered a plant until it drowns? accidentaly

Ever yelled F*** at someone before? yep :)
Have a crush on someone(now)? no

HANNAH MATTHEWS!

blah! lol!
hmmm... Saint James The Greater Than Your Saint! AKA son of thunder!
*thunder nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah...thunder nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah*
XD
i'm gonna add a picture now...4 my own enjoyment!

:'( sad moment! BAHAHA ROFLCOPTER!

QAF buddie! mmm...brian....let's add another picture (of brian)


oh yeah! SAY MY NAME!

HAHA ok time to go!
LOVE U HANNAH! XOXO
P.S HOUSE FILM!!!!