Tuesday, October 27, 2009

:)

hey I'm bored as and i should probably go to bed...cause it's 11:08pm :)

Just gonna say that i think Sam is a very good gym coach...i had to get a new one...because Nikki got a new job.

I'm really liking Sam, cos she's tough on strength but loads of fun and we have a good laugh, whilst doing some training

<3>

I hope she's with us for a long time
It be beneficial and fun as!

xoxo

Monday, October 5, 2009

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES!



OMFG! i'm loving this new series on GO!
it's sooo good! normally you would hate the main girl because she's so perfect and everything your not...but i really like Elena, she's cool and really pretty (jealous)
And far out Damon is soooo hot! he's like Zac Efron only dark and twisted. and very humorous and cocky <3> DAMON SALVATORE

See? hot! lol :(______________),,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, <- drooling mouth


  • Damon: That’s for me to know and you to dot dot dot

  • Vicki: I know you.
    Damon: Well, that's unfortunate.

  • Damon: I'm Damon, Stefan's brother.
    Elena: He didn't tell me he had a brother.
    Damon: Well, Stefan isn't one to brag.

  • Stefan: Wherever you go, people die.
    Damon: That's a given.

  • Stefan: Stay away from Elena.
    Damon: I take that as an invitation.

  • Damon: What's so special about this Bella girl? Edward's so whipped!
    Caroline: You've gotta read the first book first. It won't make sense if you don't.
    Damon: I miss Anne Rice. She was so on it.


LOL luvvvv Damon!



Sunday, October 4, 2009

HEY HEY IT'S HOLIDAYS

ahhhh... sweet sweet holidays!
wanna know how i spent them?!?! no? well i'm gonna tell u anyway so deal with it! lol
FRIDAY NIGHT: nothing...and it was good!
SATURDAY: nothing...yay
SUNDAY: went to supre with megz to buy tops for gym!
MONDAY: cleaned my room and other cleaning related things
TUESDAY: went to the city and movies with janelle, moretta and martin
WEDNESDAY: royal show with my bestie sarah! and Hannah matthews! xx
THURSDAY: i went to sizzlers with my gym buddies dim, megz and leanne and then we went to gallaz so i could play with the toys at toys-r-us
FRIDAY: jacinta slept over because we wanted to have a merlin marathon...but most of the time we watched viva la bam
SATURDAY: MOSCOW CIRCUS BITCHES! it was the best ever!
SUNDAY: babysat jasmine :)



so that was my first week of school holidays..one more to go!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

YES/NO GAME :)

Still like someone you shouldn't? perhaps
Kissed someone on your email list? no...yuck
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes...i think lol
Been arrested? no...haha
Kissed someone you didn't like? no
Kissed a picture? yes when i was like 8 lol
Slept in until 5 PM? yes...loved it :D
Fallin asleep at work/school? yes...in sick bay!
Held a snake? yes...twice
Been suspended from school? no...don't plan to
Been fired from a job? no...haven't had a job
Sang karaoke? yes...i have a karaoke machine!
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes...like everyday i have no self restraint
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes...hurts when it's fizzy
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
Kissed in the rain? no
Sat on a rooftop? yes
Been pushed in a pool with all you clothes on? no
Shaved your head? no
Played a prank on someone? yes
Felt like killing someone? yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? hopefully
Had a pet rock? no...nobody's that gay
Been in a band? no...sadly i suck too much lol
Tripped on mushrooms? no...haha
Eaten Crocodile meat? no...that's....gross
Eaten cheesecake? yeah it's yummy
Think about the future? yeah...
Believe in love? progressively going downhill
Be in love with more than one person at the same time? no haven't been in love so =P
Cheated on some one? no...never will
Gone out with someone u didnt love? again...haven't loved
Have something embarrasing in your room? how about my whole room :)
had an imginary friend? no
Ever talked to your self? (its the first sign of madness): everyday :)
Ever talked back (second sign)? not yet...
Ever argued with yourself (third sign) ? kinda...ish
Ever felt like the world is againist you? no...but life sucks
Ever spent over $100 on clothes in one hit? yes...not me personally but mum bought me clothes
Hated someone u pretend to like? no
Ever played with dolls? yep
Have u ever played with barbie dolls? i have like 20 :) (don't play with them now though)
Have u ever cried to make someone feel bad? i tried
slapped someone? haha i spazzed out on kiana today and fully smashed her (with slaps)
Ever punched someone? playfully
Lied to someone about someone else? perhaps
Have u watched a movie just to watch your favorite actor/actress? yep
Seen someone vomit? yes...made me vomit :)
Thrown a brick at someone before? no but i put one in the middle of the road and watched a car drive over it lololololol
Watered a plant until it drowns? accidentaly
Ever yelled F*** at someone before? yep :)
Have a crush on someone(now)? no

Monday, September 7, 2009

HANNAH MATTHEWS!

blah! lol!
hmmm... Saint James The Greater Than Your Saint! AKA son of thunder!
*thunder nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah...thunder nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah*
XD
i'm gonna add a picture now...4 my own enjoyment!

:'( sad moment! BAHAHA ROFLCOPTER!

QAF buddie! mmm...brian....let's add another picture (of brian)


oh yeah! SAY MY NAME!

HAHA ok time to go!
LOVE U HANNAH! XOXO
P.S HOUSE FILM!!!!

TOM FELTON AKA DRACO MALFOY

Serious thinking time right here...
I'm starting to think that the guy who plays Draco Malfoy in harry potter is alright looking!

<- hmmm not bad ay... lol :)
It's kinda weird cause he's 21!
he was 14 when he did the first harry potter movie and that's my age!

....he looked about 7! lol...

i must say he was hottest at 17 :)


xoxo

Monday, August 3, 2009

LIFE IS GOOD!

ahh...my trusty blog..wow haven't been on this in aggggeeeesssss!
Probably because i find myself having to watch youtube constantly and go on facebook!
haha...OK so far since i last posted...i went to nationals in brisbane 4 rhythmic gymnastics...i came 17/18 lolololol BUT! wait...there's more! i came 3rd in ball finals and 2nd in teams! so yay i got medals! which 4 me is a big achievement!

Right now, life is good!
I have good friends and family, gym is fun, school doesn't suck ballz as much because i don't have any homework currently, i'm healthy and i missed one super massive detail...I'M GOING TO GET QAF ON DVD! THANX TO LEANNE!

haha ok since it's 11:16 at night i think i shall go to bed now!
XxXx

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

this is the randomest thing ever!

The Randomest Survey Ever.Yay.(with a slice of onion pie)
Created by oxangelinblackxo and taken 602 times on Bzoink
,.;:* FOOD *:;.,
Do you chew your pudding?: yeah kinda.
Explain your answer.: it's not chewy as such it's really just biting it.
Have you ever consumed a shoe?: no.
If you were to, would it be the left or the right one?Why?: right first. cause i felt like it.
Do you eat soup or drink it?: both. i tend to try to bite it.
Where do waffles come from?: ya mum.
Do you like peaches and mustard?: no.
What's your favorite jolly rancher?: wtf r those?
Would you drink a glassful of someone's snot for a thousand dollars?: no.
Other random questions
What do you think "PFCHA" means?: Please frickin choose helpless animals!
Define "painful lettuce" in your own words...be creative!: lettuce in painful to eat CAUSE IT TASTES LIKE DIRT!
Do you have a spork fetish?: no.
Can you lick your elbow?: no...though i have tried. (simone!)
Can I lick your elbow?: if u want ;) haha
Are you wearing your underwear today?: yes.
If so, what color are they?: erh...white
Have you ever shaved your big toe?: no
Do you have issues?: yes.
Create an acronym for you initials.: it would help if i could remember what they are.
How many flies do you kill on average per day?: none.
Why is the grass always greener on the other side?: because people haven't been trampling on it.
Have you ever glued quarters to the floor of the mall?: hahaha! no
If not, would it entertain you?: obviously yes.
Do you like the smell of hermit crab food?: no.
What was the last thing you said to your grandmother's daughter's child?: i haven't spoken to myself in a while. and to my brother i said... can u shut ur door u sing like a dying cat
Descrive the flavor of shaving cream.: yummy. i kid i kid i dunno
Describe the flavor of whipped cream.: tasty
Now describe them mixed together!: so yummy it's tasty
meow?!: woof!
How was your day?: good so far...no school!
Have you ever tasted snake poo?: no. and i don't plan to.
What does a crab fart sound like?: i dunno y don't u tell me.
Mary had a little ______ (finish the sentence): little lamb?
What do you feed your pet leprechaun?: drugs
Name three other ways you can use a hair dryer other than drying things.: a gun. if u had a powerful one...to push things. to turn on and pretend u can't hear whoeva is talking.
Do you put on the left or the righ sock first?: left i think.
Are you a cat person?: yes.
How much wood can a woodchuck chuck?: 1 million wood blocks
Where do babies come from?: ya mum. (haha that works)
***When was the last time you...***
messed with your hair?: just then.
used the bathroom?: ages ago
hugged a llama?: never.
Flung apple sauce at an old man and licked him clean?: eww. never.
Set your alarm clock?: 5:30 in the morning
Fed your fish? (dont even tell me you dont have a nemo): like 3 years ago when i had first...that's probably y their dead.
**More randomness**
Have you ever assualted someone with a zipper?: no
A cucumber?: no
Do you like cherries?: yes.
Are you perfect?: no.
Are you a male or female?: female.
Check. Now tell me if you are male or female.: female. :S
What is your favorite thing to lick?: u don't wanna know. ;)
Have you ever tickled a goldfish?: no...tried to poke one though.
Do you have crotch worms?: no. haha
Have you ever had crotch worm cake?: lol no.
Would you like to?: no.
What would you do if....
You were being chased by a swarm of purple wasps?: hide i guess.
you wore a suit made of 100 dollar bills to the ghetto?: probably return home naked.
there was a dragon in your basement?: ask him where merlin is!
you found a worm in your apple?: think i was in the labyrinth
you found half a worm in your apple?: vomit or something.
all the squirrels in the world died?: haha.
The one you love most was gone?: i dunno.
There were no more oreos?: CRY AND SCREAM!!!! (haha)
someone offered you a boxful of dead mice?: through it back in their face!
You were given three days to live?: haha. i dunno. rape the person i like...i dunno what would u do?
You could travel through time?: dunno.
you had x-ray vision?: haha...
What flavor are you?: yummy flavor.
Describe this quiz as a flavor.: spearmint
You've been totally Bzoink*d!
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I LOVE THESE THINGS

BASIC:
NAME:Taylor
BIRTH DAY:24th july
AGE:13
HAIR COLOR:blonde-brown
EYE COLOR:blue-grey
SCHOOL:mercedes -.-
DO YOU HAVE A JOB?no
FAVORITE COLOR:lime green
FAVORITE FOOD:pasta
DO YOU HAVE PETS?yes.
DO YOU DRIVE?haha no. (funny story)
SMOKE:ew no.
DRINK:no.
SHORT THIS OR THAT:
COKE OR PEPSI:coke.
HUGS OR KISSES:both.
Mcdonolds OR BURGER KING:Maccas
NIGHT OR DAY:night.
FRIENDSHIP:
BESTFRIEND:Sarah Sugimoto
AGE:13
DO YOU TALK OFTEN?yes
WHERE DID YOU MEET?gym
WHY ARE THEY YOUR BESTFRIEND?because she's so awesome
LAST TIME YOU TALKED?last night
OPPISIT SEX:!
HAIR COLOR:blonde or brown (the guy on my bus has really hot hair)
EYE COLORi don't care but they have to be pretty eyes
SKINNY OR FAT?average
CUT OR BUILT?built
SHORT OR TALL?tall
LOVE OR MONEY?love
REALATIONSHIP:
NAME OF BF/GF:sexy face
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First post in a while

I haven't psted in a while cause i haven't found the time. I'm not at school today so i have decided to something not constructive...like write in my blog. My brother won't shut up! i have to listen to his gay ass singing!
Oh...happy birthday to Julie 1.6 sarah 5.6 jarrah 11.6 mark 11.6 and hayley 4.6 XD
Love u! (except maybe jarrah and mark...cause one i haven't even met jarrah (-.- leanne!) and mark well cause...that would be wrong!)
teehee
blah i swear gym is trying to kill me! ;P
ok... so i think i have wasted enough of my life... i might add another post if i get bored!
xx

Saturday, May 23, 2009

;) trying to beat leanne - About me survey

A Little About Me
1) Eye ColourBlue
2) Hair ColourBlonde...slightly rown
3) Heighti dunno.
4) Right or Left Handedboth :)
5) Your Weaknessnot tellin
6) Your Fearsdeath. spiders. Toni the scary gym coach
7) Your Most Overused Phraselol. son of a. tasty. moo. what is this... ect
8) Thoughts First Waking Upnooooo!
9) Your Best Physical Featurenothin.
10) Your Bedtimewenever... nomally 10:30
11) Pepsi or Cokecoke
12) McDonalds or Burger KingMaccas
13) Ice Cream or Yogurticecream
14) Pizza or Chinesepizza (now that says alot cause i hate them both)
15) Waffles or Pancakespancakes
16) Single or Group Datessingle
17) Lipton Ice Tea or NesteaLipton
18) Chocolate or VanillaChocolate
19) Cappuccino or CoffeeCoffee
20) Do You Smokeno.
21) Do You Drinkno.
22) Do You Swearyes.
23) Do You Singyes.
24) Do You Shower Dailyyes.
25) Do You Flossno.
26) Do You Driveno.
27) Have You Been In Loveno.
28) Have You Ever Cheated On Your Bf/Gfno.
29) Do You Want To Get Marriedyes.
30) Do You Believe in Yourselfno.
31) Do You Get Motion SicknessNo answer
32) Do You Think You are Attractiveno.
33) Do You Get Along With Your Parentsmum yes.
34) Do You Have Any Brothers or Sistersyes...gay ass brother...nah love u john
35) Do You Like Thunderstormsyes exciting.
36) Do You Play an Instrumentyes. drums =D
37) Do You Have any PetsYes, 5 cats, a dog, 2 birds
38) What Is Your Favorite Colourlime green.
39) In the past month have you Drank Alcoholno.
40) In the past month have you Smokedno. eww
41) In the past month have you been on Drugsno. i would rather shoot myslef.
42) In the past month have you gone on a Dateno.
43) In the past month have you gone to a Mallyes sophia XD
44) In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreosno. :(
45) In the past month have you eaten Sushiewww no.
46) In the past month have you gone Skinny Dippingno. ;)
47) In the past month have you Stolen Anythingno.
48) Ever Been Drunkno.
49) Ever Been Called a Teaseno but i was called a tart...by my brother.
50) Ever Shopliftedno.
51) Ever Gotten a Speeding Ticketno.
52) Ever Had a Secret Crushno shit sherlock.
53) Ever Been to Disneyno.
54) When Was the Last Time You Were Drunknever.
55) When Was the Last Time You Were on a Planeumm... melbourne last year...so... umm... septemberish
56) When Was the Last Time You Heard "I Love You"i dunno ages.
57) When Was the Last Time You Criedumm... fete...i can't take large amounts of sun...and the glitter didn't help.
58) Number of Piercings2
59) Number of TattoosNo answer
60) Number of Things in My Past I Regret10000000000 - etimate
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:) 60 things survey

60 Things You Didn't Know About Me
1) Are you bored?kinda
2) What day is today?saturday
3) Are you happy?extremly
4) Do you have a lot of friends?yeah
5) Are you close with them?some of them...
6) Who do you tell everything tono one. i keeps my secrets to myself
7) Is that person your best friend?no i myslef isn't my bestie...i have heaps
8) Does your best friend call you their best friendyes.
9) Does your best friend have other best friends?yes.
10) Do you ever fight with your best friend?sometimes.
11) Does your best friend know everything about you?no.
12) Do you know everything about your best friend?you can't know EVERYTHING.
13) Are your friends jealous of your best friend?i dunno they don't show it.
14) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?no.
15) Do you have sex with that person?-
16) Are you close with your boyfriend/girlfriend?-
17) Do you want kids?i dunno one day?
18) Do you miss being a kid?i like to think i still am
19) Who was the last person to call you?hannah matthews
20) Who was the last person to text you?jacinta
21) Who was the last person to comment on your myspace page?vinh
22) Do you have facebook?yes
23) Who was the last person to write on your facebook wall?dim :)
24) Which do you like better facebook or myspace?erh...facebook
25) Have you ever cheated?no.
26) Have you ever been cheated on?no.
27) Would you ever cheat?no.
28) Do you have any tattoos?no.
29) Do you have any piercings?yes.
30) Do you have any regrets?yes.
31) What are you wearing?pjs
32) Do you have plans for the weekend?gym comp
33) will you be with your friends this weekend?yes.
34) When was the last time you were drunknever been drunk.
35) Do you ever lie?i try not to.
36) Do you enjoy sex?-
37) How often do you have sex?wouldn't u like to know...i kid i kid
38) What was the last movie you watched?charlie and the chocolate factory...new one...johnny is hottie.
39) Who was the last person to email you?erh...simone
40) Is that person a close friend?kinda...
41) Would that person do anything to hurt you?trains my guts out at gym!
42) Does that person know a lot about you?yes.
43) Who was the last person you talked to?mum.
44) What did you sayu missed the best song!
45) Do you wish you were somewhere else?no.
46) Are you a nice person?i would like to think so.
47) Do people like you?maybe.
48) Do you have friends from out of state?not really a friend i met her in bali.
49) Where do they live?Queensland
50) Do you have friends from out of the country?no.
51) Have you ever been out of the country? and if yes where?bali
52) Where would you like to go?Paris
53) What song are you listening to?Face down - the red jump suit apparatus
54) Are you getting bored of this survey?nah...it's funny
55) Are you close with your parents?mum yeah.
56) What's your favorite thing to eattoo hard to decide...but right now i feel like a snickers bar really bad!
57) Whats the thing that you hate the most to eat?vegetables.
58) Do you think anyone will do this survey?meh
59) Do you think 60 questions is too many to answer?no.
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Thursday, May 21, 2009

Merlin - JACINTA READ!

MERLIN IS OFFICIALLY THE BEST TV SHOW OUT!
i think by saying that i confirmed that i am indeed a nerd... but oh well!
JACINTA WOULD UNDERSTAND... MERTHUR ALL THE WAY! XD
it's so awesome...i want season one! but it comes out 2nd of july...damnz
WAH :'( i don't wanna wait that long.
OMG JANCINTA WE HAVE TO WATCH IT ON SUNDAY...I HAD A SNEAK PREVIEW...
and i was going nuts... it's got merthur big time! ;) ahhhhhhhhh
YOU BETTER NOT BE ON UR MOTHER 'F' ING BOAT THE DAY UR SLEEPING OVER...
we have to scream and eat raw shank 'n' bake pancake mix!
So to finish this post....MERLIN ROX!
(and i want to jump Arthur cause he's so hot!)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

FRIENDS NUMBER 1 - bek , dim, leanne, sarah, julie, simone, wynita

OK... I'm feeling bored as...so I'll take this time to tell people about the lovely people in my life...this is number 1 on probably 20...i'm just going to do this until i get so tired i have to go to bed...lets start with...
Bek - You are hilarious and i love ya. I'm sorry but i beat you in poker. Even though your poker face is better :O...i can't keep a straight face...as my friends would know. Ur so bright and happy and never fail to make me laugh. Saturdays are very fun because your always there to make me crack up and have hysterics (if that makes sense) ILY
Dimity - My sunshine... Ur some much fun to be around...and i feel i can tell you anything and we can find someway to laugh about it. you generally just all around fun and i wouldn't change you for the world. Sometimes gym is tough but i make it through with ur wonderful presence. ILY
Leanne -Haha ur not a virgin ;) you are crazy and really funny. Dumb at times...but funny. Your my twilight obsession freak and we have shared many moments recaping chapters,scenes and quotes. When your sick ur really hot and i'm like woah!...and when you cry ur so cute i just want to hug u. LOVE U EMO CHILD!
Sarah - BAHAHAHA... what else is there to say... that one line sums you up all round. Your so ditzy and i love u 4 it.
Julie - ur a...drum buddy, anime freak and can't understand sarcasm. haha that's you in a bundle. mwah
Simone - ur crazy. and an awesome coach. i really appraciate the hard work you put in. your really quite random and i have fun whenever you drop me home,pick me up, i'm at your house for whatever the reason and to randomly go swimming with jasmine. Your always a pleasure to be around. XX <- there...happy? haha i kid i kid. Wynita - My semi emo depressed friend...who i try to strangle with my hug of death. I swear one day i WILL beat you in a straight face comp! grrr >:/ lol.

Ok i'm super tired now...no thanx to the hardship of gym tonight... -.-*
so good night and if ur pissed cause u ain't on this list i can asure you this isn't the only one... u will probs b on the next one.
night night
xx
ily



TODAY WAS FANTASTIC

OMG! BEST DAY EVER!
AHHHHHHHHH
and i will listen to simone...and stop swearing alot. teehee XD
TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER! SCHOOL SUBJECTS WERE REALLY AWESOME! HAD A FREE PERIOD 6TH PERIOD AND WROTE JACINTA A LETTER!
AT GYM I TALKED TO DOUBLE JUMPS...OMG *BLUSH*
AND I'M CURRENTLY TALKING TO THE BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD. (SARAH)
TEEHEE
omg...sorry leanne...but today was awesome!
Toni (simones old gym coach) scares me so bad and she was like "i didn't pay anything cause i couldn't tell what u were doing..."
i was like GRRRRR I HATE U.
ok i'm going to go do something constructive.
ilyxxx
P.S....see simone i went a whole paragraph without swearing...sucked in.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Tommy Lee Is A Kick Ass Drummer!

Really quick post here.
Fuck Tommy Lee is hell good!
Watched his solo from the carnival of sins tour...fuck!
So entertaining!
And he's all like..oh...ahh
And then I'm like oh yeah! (not in that way...leanne -.-*)
So fucking awesome...check it out guys it's wicked!
HAHA the opening cartoon part of the tour is hilarious..they're talking about a meteor coming to blow up the earth...then one guy is like It will come and then BANG!...then tommy is like...i wanna bang!
HAHA... U DON'T EVEN HAVE TO BE SICK MINDED LIKE ME TO FIND THAT FUNNY!
ok signing off bitches...ily!

haha first post.

Hey i'm Taylor.
I'm always happy...but occasionally get pissed off. XD
i ♥ my friends...they mean the world to me.
Dimity, Leanne, Sammi C, Beka, Hayley, Maddy, Sarah, Julie, Kate, Megz, Kiana, Jacinta, Wynita, love you guys.
I do Rhythmic gymnastics and sometimes i can't be stuffed going...but i do anywayz.
When i've had a shit hole day...i can always rely on gym friends to cheer me up.
I love my family, my mum, brother john, uncles Pete and Rick.
I have a passion for anime. Dragon Ball Z is the best though. I watch anime whenever i have spare time. I also love reading manga. Just so awesome. Cheers to my friend Don who got me into strawberry 100%...u rock.
Currently i'm into reading. :O i know what ur thinking...shit Taylor and books!?!? but i can asure you...i can read. =D
I love twilight...it has themed my room and i regretably have to say that i feel the way it was written was a bit crappy but Edward is just so dreamy you have to like it.
Mortal instruments series is fantastic...i recommend that everyone reads it. But i shall warn you. JACE IS MINE BITCHES!
Just incase your wondering why the blog name is actually incredibly tasty taylor... Incredibly is an incredibly awesome word. tasty is my favorite word (yes i do have a fave word)... and taylor is my name. Don't like it...then suck my dick. :p
Just so you know i really don't care if you choose to read this or not...but just because u have makes me feel spesh.
If your wondering i don't have a crush on ANYONE!...*evil glance at thoughs who think i do*
I hate school. It sucks ballz. But i want to be a dentist so i have to suck it up... All girl schools are retarted! no offence to other girls at my school but it really is terrible...and those who want to have children DON'T SEND THEM THERE!!!!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!.
well i'm off...thanx 4 reading this probably boring blog.
P.S i really need to pee right now so that's y im leaving!